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    One day, through the primeval wood,
    A calf walked home, as good calves should;
    But made a trail all bent askew,
    A crooked trail, as all calves do.

    Since then three hundred years have fled,
    And, I infer, the calf is dead.
    But still he left behind his trail,
    And thereby hangs my moral tale.

    The trail was taken up next day
    By a lone dog that passed that way;
    And then a wise bellwether sheep
    Pursued the trail o’er vale and steep,
    And drew the flock behind him, too,
    As good bellwethers always do.

    And from that day, o’er hill and glade,
    Through those old woods a path was made,
    And many men wound in and out,
    And dodged and turned and bent about,
    And uttered words of righteous wrath
    Because ’twas such a crooked path;
    But still they followed — do not laugh --
    The first migrations of that calf,
    And through this winding wood-way stalked
    Because he wobbled when he walked.

    This forest path became a lane,
    That bent, and turned, and turned again.
    This crooked lane became a road,
    Where many a poor horse with his load
    Toiled on beneath the burning sun,
    And traveled some three miles in one.
    And thus a century and a half
    They trod the footsteps of that calf.

    The years passed on in swiftness fleet.
    The road became a village street,
    And this, before men were aware,
    A city’s crowded thoroughfare,
    And soon the central street was this
    Of a renowned metropolis;
    And men two centuries and a half
    Trod in the footsteps of that calf.

    Each day a hundred thousand rout
    Followed that zigzag calf about,
    And o’er his crooked journey went
    The traffic of a continent.
    A hundred thousand men were led
    By one calf near three centuries dead.
    They follow still his crooked way,
    And lose one hundred years a day,
    For thus such reverence is lent
    To well-established precedent.

    A moral lesson this might teach
    Were I ordained and called to preach;
    For men are prone to go it blind
    Along the calf-paths of the mind,
    And work away from sun to sun
    To do what other men have done.
    They follow in the beaten track,
    And out and in, and forth and back,
    And still their devious course pursue,
    To keep the path that others do.

    They keep the path a sacred groove,
    Along which all their lives they move;
    But how the wise old wood-gods laugh,
    Who saw the first primeval calf!
    Ah, many things this tale might teach --
    But I am not ordained to preach.
                                                            Sam Walter Foss  (1858-1911)

 
 
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I  was on the subway in Athens, Greece and a man across from me was swinging beads in his hands and talking to himself.   Being a licensed Mental Health Counselor, I thought the man might have schizophrenia or some type of anxiety disorder.  I watched him and realized that he was praying (or maybe not).



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I asked around and found that he was using Greek prayer beads or "Kombolói."  I was able to purchase this set.  It is made out of camel bones and has a nice feel to it.    

When I was trying to find it, I described it as prayer beads.  However, I found out that most people don't use them to pray with . They are generally used to help people stop smoking or deal with anxious feelings.  I did find one or two people who acknowledged it could be used for prayer but "it is not used for that anymore."  

That last statement, "it is not used for that anymore," caused me to think about  my prayer life.  Do I pray like I used to or do I just pray to ward off anxiety, kind of routinely without really understanding what I am doing?  Has my prayer life developed in a healthy fashion?

Prayer, at least the way that I understand it, is building a lasting relationship with God.  It is a two-way relationship where I talk and listen and God talks and listens.  I have these conversations several times throughout my day.  I don't use flowery phrases or talk in Elizabethan English.  I imagine God sitting next to me and I just tell Him what I'm experiencing.   When God talks to me, I generally don't hear an audible voice but I hear Him inside my head speaking thru my thoughts.  I also notice, as I go thru my day, my wife will say something to which I talked to God about or a friend will say something similar to what I talked to God about.  Also, when I spend time in the Bible, what I am reading is super relevant to what I had just shared with God.  Other times, I hear God speaking thru things I read on the internet, books that I am reading or in my student's papers.  It's amazing, also, how many times my Pastor's sermon is spot on to what I have been talking to God about.

So, I don't want you thinking that I see God answering everywhere, a kind of God behind every burning bush idea.  There are days when I don't hear God speaking.  Jesus talked about that in Matt 12:39.  He said that "wicked and adulterous people are always looking for a sign."  I live for those times when God reminds me of His love.  I also know that when I don't recognize God's working,  I can trust Him.  He has impeccable character and is faithful even when I am unfaithful.

So, I ask you.  What is your prayer life like?  How do you experience prayer?